THE UNVEIL

Oh, how did I NOT think we’d be here. Here as in, the space where God sits me down and gives me that overwhelming feeling to tuck my head under the covers and write. 6am. Before Sunrise and here God Goes. Literally how did I not think I’d be here… My soul lives here. Therefore,…

I use to think I was doing myself such a huge disservice to remember. Although I knew I couldn’t withdraw the memories I made nearly all my life, I could at-least force myself to not think about them, to not reminisce. Or I could at least try yunno. It’s like I went from one extreme…

I’ve wondered countlessly about things I’m starting to realize ONLY GOD can control. I mean it sounds remedial or to some maybe a basic concept, yet why do we still move as though we haven’t grasped its notion. I say this because I lay in my bed this beautiful Saturday morning, as the clock reads…

Wow. It’s been a minute. I know I know. But, nevertheless Hey y’alllllll. I’ve missed you so much. For those new and returning; I come to apologize and to not, in the same breath, for my absence, yet to reiterate that my sabbatical was not in vein. I have been living the life I so…

I left my heart. I thought I was ready, again as many times before, i wasn’t Not because I didn’t hold the capacity to be everything GOD so created of me to be, NO I DEFINITELY HAD THAT IN THE BAG I wasn’t simply because GOD said I wasn’t Or so I thought Again in…

I just been rolling widdit lately. Not aimlessly this time though. With VERY clear intention, yet w/ still limited control. Like a rollercoaster. Unknowing of what the ride will produce, the feelings it’ll uproot, the flashbacks + side effects its’ potential to stir up, but in all a promise to eventually come to an end,…

I wrote on real paper earlier today, cause ain’t nothing like that pen to pad, raw vibes, old school, kinda love. But in the same breath, as I’m typing this at 2:03am, I’m also thinking Ain’t’ nun like that. Scrounging for ya phone, Late night, I just gotta get some off my chest, under cover…

Similar to the Life of a Flower, I’m realizing the journey is ever going. I’ll have to water myself. With the principles, values and that of which GOD embeds for a lifetime, and if not properly and adequately fit for the makeup of whom he created me to be, I tend to find myself out…

Though this week I’ve had no choice but to step outside of myself and acknowledge that I worked so very hard to be here, and though a lot of these accomplishments have stemmed from natural ability you Jessica; still had to exert an immense amount of your own strength and due diligence, but sometimes, because…

Sometimes, I pull up an old pic one from before yunno, and I’ll zoom into my legs, so far in the picture loses illumination. Never the less the gazing of such arch that began at the hem of my back leading to crevices that I’d began to put to much emphasis on. My WHY ?…